How is that one minute this nigga claims him and his girl not meant for each other and they will never work out and she is weird but then the next minute he says he is so in love and she makes him happy. Like all in the same fucking week. I don’t get it. I hope he gets what he deserves which is nothing good at all.

Sorry. But thats just how I feel. *shrugs*

Everybody hates being rejected. Especially by someone you actually care about. I don’t usually get rejected but when I do I get upset….for about an hour or two. Lol. That is sad to me. I feel like I should care more to the point where I am actually upset for at least a whole week. But then again why sulk and worry about some shit you can’t control? If shit don’t work out or a nigga don’t want you then move on. There is probably somebody MUCH better out there for you anyway. I do believe everyone has a soul mate. And as much as I tried to force that on somebody I was dealing with for four years off and on, I know that we aren’t meant to be at the end of the day. I was just lonely and bored honestly and I knew from past experiences that he was one dude that would never reject me. One dude that love me unconditionally. But now that i’ve gotten into a situation he didn’t like, that unconditional love went down the drain and yes I got rejected. I was mad, upset, hurt for like an hour but then I got my shit together. I know there a million of other men out there and one is waiting for me. Shit, I may have met him already but who really knows. All I know is I gotta worry about me and mines which is my unborn child and my family. They are the ones that matter and who have unconditional love for me. Not some nigga who did me so wrong multiple times whom I kept letting back into my life. But now that I got a situation going on he can’t handle it. Tough. It is what it is. Shit happens and people change. I really had to get this off my chest. I feel 100% better now.